Peter Pan

Peter Pan

Tinkerbell's Point of View

The sky is dark and the stars shine bright as I follow the boy who flies high above the London sky— Peter Pan. He peeked into the window of a house, inside is a woman telling stories to what seems to be her children. I see Peter's eyes lit up as he listens to the woman. "This is it, Tink! The lost boys will love this story, let's go back!" He says and I immediately flew back with him without knowing he've left something behind. The next day, we came back to the house to retrieve his savage shadow. We waited until everyone is asleep before Peter searched the entire room for it. I helped him look for it in the drawers but he moved too quickly and I suddenly found myself in the dark. I tried calling his name but he cannot hear me. No one could hear me asking for help. Maybe because I'm just a tiny fairy trapped inside a drawer, I wonder if I die here, would somebody ever notice it? Will Peter come and look for me? I wonder. And he did. I saw his eyes and I fly towards him, wanting to hug him and thank him for saving me. But I couldn't. Aside from I am thousand times smaller than him, he is talking to a girl named Wendy. He is trying to convince Wendy and her brothers to fly with us to Neverland. I didn't like the idea. I am mad. I am jealous. No, of winning I am hurt! I should be the only girl in Peter's life. I wish I could tell Peter how I feel, I wish he understands. But it's too late. I find myself sprinkling pixie dust all over the kids and they looked happy. I a calmed down. Setting my feelings aside, I like seeing them smile. It makes me happy. I uhaveeuped them fly and come out of the uu, watching themselves on to ensure thatij they fly safely. Yujyyy We arrived in Neverland, I see them play yon and admire the beauty of our homeuuuy.
But when I saw the Lost boys, it hit me. They would love her too. They'll love yyher better than me. The Lost boys and Peter, they'll forget me and just be happy with that girl, Wendy. I don't want that to happen, I don't want to be replaced. yyyy Without thinking I whispered to one of the lost boys and told at them Peter ordered to shoot the girl. They did what they are told to and one of them hit Wendy on her shoulder. She fell on the ground and when the lost buoys saw that she was a girl and not a bird, they felt shocked, relieved, and afraid. Afraid that if Peter found out, they knew that they'll be doomed. Pete walks towards them, and they all looked at me. But all I see is Peter's disappointed and angry eyes, they hurt me. He is mad at me. He banished me for a month, I obeyed. But where did I go wrong? All I wanted was to be with Peter and the Lost Boys, play with them every single day of our lives, and we will all be happy forever. But all of that will change now that Wendy is in the picture. And it already has. I'm here, alone. No Peter, no lost boys, no one here to have fun with.
Days pass by, it's been half a month since I've been banished. Maybe Peter and the lost boys miss me! I'm sure they do. Maybe—just maybe. What if they're sad that I am gone? That I'm not in their lives? I should go back! I miss them. I'm sure they'll accept me back as soon as they see me. I flew to our home and see them. Are they sad? No. Do they miss me? No. I see them playing and laughing their hearts out with Wendy and her brothers. Peter and Wendy, the Lost Boys and the brothers, happy without me. I am not missed, I am not wanted. I left and came back to the room I've made for me for the last few days. A room full of my sadness and jealousy. I came back with a lot more sadness with me. I let myself dive into sadness and depression, alone and drowning in misery. I hope this day would end. I spend the last 15 days in this room, not moving a single inch.

It's been a month! I can now go back to Peter and the lost boys! It's the end of my misery. I thought things out, I should just accept the change. I'll accept wendy and her brothers and I'll be happy with them. As I flew back home, I see Captain Hook's ship. Wendy and her brothers are tied up, no sign of peter. I panicked. They'll die, where is Peter? I flew faster and looked for Peter in the ship, he is nowhere to be found. I flew to our house and I see him, sad. I saw his eyes lit up when he saw me, he's not angry anymore. We're now on good terms and I already forgot what's been on my mind for the past month. As long as Peter is here with me, I am now okay. But I see sadness in his eyes and I thought of the kids. I asked him what happened, he said the lost boys left with wendy and her brothers to go back on their home.
Is it bad that I felt a little bit of happiness? It's just Peter and me now. Peter for myself. This is what I wanted, right? Wrong. We can't be happy without the lost boys. It will all be different. I told him about what I saw at Captain Hook's ship and we flew there instantly to rescue them. He battles with the pirates and I untie the kids. Captain Hook has now been defeated by Peter Pan. Peter and I are trying to convince the kids to not go back, that Neverland is happier with them in it. But they didn't change their mind. They miss their homes and we cannot do anything to change it. I sprinkled pixie dust all over them to let them fly and go back home. They are now gone. Everything has changed since they left. Peter is doing okay but I see that he's not as happy as before. I think it's better that I am the one who's not here, everyhing will be better if it's just them, and me out of the picture. But I try to set all my thoughts aside. I should be strong for Peter.

Once a year the kids come back to Neverland to visit. But I know they'll grow older and older that they cannot go back anymore even if they wanted to.

A year after they left, I feel myself getting weaker and weaker every day that passes by. I didn't want to leave Peter. I want to be here for him. But I cannot do that anymore.


Guilty that I'm leaving Peter alone in Neverland, I close my eyes. Forever.

- The Great Unknown

Resulta ng larawan para sa dark sky
                                                            (c) www.darksky.org
Resulta ng larawan para sa peter pan
                                                               (c)Waltdisney.com
Kaugnay na larawan
                                                                (c)nippy13.deviantart.com
Resulta ng larawan para sa neverland
                                                      (c) Disneywiki.com

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